These few days haven't been so good. Berserker rages seem to be getting more and more frequent, to the point where I'm considering seeing a psychiatrist just to find out if there's actually anything wrong with my sanity, or what's left of it. Hmm... School has been... Almost great. Yes, I started an anger management log. Two pages per day, which is a lot considering my relatively uneventful life, therefore updates won't be so frequent. It doesn't matter anyway, it's not like anyone is seriously keeping track of this. Mother and I have more or less given up on each other. The relative direction of things is that we're not really talking and I don't know how much longer I'll have to do piano. Now it occurs to me that, maybe, I only hated it because they wanted me to do it. I don't want to quit, not really. I guess it's a pity that I'm so close to finishing and yet I have to quite simply because I can't stand it. Never mind, I'll just delay giving the teacher notice. Be like a dragon inside, huh? Yeah, I'll have to fight this, and the rest of my life, out. I don't know... It's like I don't really know anything after all. Come to think of it, all the words we use to refer to things were invented by humans. To an alien, English probably means nothing. Or they would intepret it very differently from the way we do. So how can we be sure of what we really mean when we say something? How can we define anything? Argh, philosophy... Sorceress is rubbing off on me. Don't ask.

I've just figured that Sorceress's best trait should be versatality. Why do you think I started out with 'Mirror' for her code name? Hmm... I'd have to come up with codes for the others, though. Not a good idea. Ah well. Her history isn't exactly traumatic. And she's not exactly strong, either. It's more of a natural proficiency with some things, and not knowing the first thing about others. Thankfully she knows whatever she's ever had to. I guess you could call her a selfish person. She's had it a lot better than the others, but grown up a lot colder. Or introspective, it depends on how you look at it. Philosophy. And not caring. Her main points.

All right, I have to go for dinner. I'm already late as it is.

Aerin