Well, long time no see.

I got a new email (not telling you what), did a few stories and am currently doing another one which doesn't yet have a title.

Now on to the more important things.

Ugh, I think some people have mental problems. Danielle (Cesar, take note, remember who she is?) actually arranged the class party and made changes on the day itself because of her own personal commitments. Hello? Since when did her commitments have anything to do with us. She forgot about something, her business. Don't drag us into it, period.

I lent my GBA to Cesar... Her brother is disobeying my explicit instructions to not touch it. Then her dad says that since she won't let him touch it, he'll buy M. a GBA SP. Which is not fair, because it's my GBA and I was the one who said he couldn't touch it and it has nothing to do with Cesar. So, yeah.

It irks me sometimes to find how little they really understand us. Caring is more than feeding and clothing a child; any random stranger on the street could do that. It's the select few out there who can listen to us and make us know that we've been heard and understood. It's the select few out there who don't make unreasonable demands of us. Wonder why I like Tsuyo-nii so much? Well, then take a look at who he is and who you are. There's a reason for the things I do and the things I feel, y'know.

I don't know why I'm so disappointed, really. Like Rosegirl18 once said, a parent's responsibility is only to make sure that a child has enough to eat and clothes to wear. Love is a definite bonus, but nobody is legally obliged to love us, right? 'Parent', like 'soldier' and 'patriot', is just a group of alphabets arranged and then given a meaning by whoever it was. It means nothing in itself - it's just a term in the lawbook.

All in all, this world is screwed beyond screwed. Excuse the language, but it's already a lot cleaner than the alternative.

Oh, and does it occur to you that the end of the world has happened before? Dinosaurs probably thought it was the end of the world when they died out. At any rate, it was the end of the world as they knew it. And there will always be something left over even at the end of the world, because I haven't yet seen anything that can cause space to cease to exist except a black hole, and a black hole is an object. So, the world will never end because there will always be something left over or something like that. Estelle's thoughts, not mine.

And for those of you who are wondering about the url, yeah... I guess I got too absorbed into the new GSD fic.

Right. Oh, I really like the Astray Red Frame.

Signing off,
Aerin