These have been complete failures. Well, other than polishing up on my Chinese (thank GOD for Chinese tuition), revising my periodic table and some Chemistry notes, writing up my CAP portfolio (hell, I still have not finished, now in the middle of some angsty high school thing - incidentally, angsty high school is what I'm gonna get next year), learning my vocab - you won't believe how many words I learnt yesterday courtesy of Fanfiction.net. Yes, I've been reading fanfiction. I have nothing else to read. But what I read isn't bad. In fact, I swear some of it would put published authors to shame.

Well yeah, I did a handwriting analysis. It says that at one point that I am trusting (or gullible), have a good imagination, tend to exaggerate, tell stories well...(that's the part where they analyse my 'y's), then my 't's say that I'm sarcastic (right on the mark there), can be very funny, am a practical person, and that I plan everything I want to do. And then my 'm's say that I have a very investigating and creating mind, blah blah. My 'o's say that I'm brutally honest when asked for my opinion - I don't think so, but never mind. Yep, and my handwriting in general says that I expect people to respect me and my views, etc. Oh. and I have a leftward slant which is supposed to say that I have some type of childhood trauma I have yet to work through and that I have issues with trust (contradicts first part). It also syas that I am an introvert, and do not see the need to express my emotions except in times of great anger, passion or tremendous stress. It says I make decisions based on logic and am rarely impulsive. Yeah, and it says that I find emotional expression an unnecessary waste of time, that I have difficulties relating to extreme extroverts though I may be amused by and therefore attracted to them...that most people have difficulties understanding me, that I enjoy being alone and working alone, that I like to work with my hands (yes, again only at times of tremendous stress, other times I prefer not to get my hands dirty), and that even though I feel as strongly as anyone else I probably won't express it. Then it says that the first time someone offends me, I won't say anything, but I'll mentally keep track of everything they do until BOOM, then I cloud up and rain all over them. Yeah, and emotional stories are supposed to have no effect on me, and that I think with judgment, considering every situation by the effect it'll have on me. I need time and space alone, and will be a lot more efficient when given a job alone as opposed to working with others. The last paragraph says that my small handwriting means I have an ability to focus and concentrate. But since I write tiny all of the time, I'm supposed to be displaying characteristics of someone who is socially introverted (accurate, yes?) and will often watch by the sidelines and watch other people get the attention. I'm supposed also to be willing to open up, but only to select (small) groups of people. And it also says that when I'm concentrating hard on something, all other noises fade away and when I say I didn't hear you...well, I really didn't hear you.

It's accurate for the most part, really.

Oh well. I shall go obtain some images... Not that I really have a use for them.

My idiot father keeps switching the lights off while I read. They are switched on for a reason. I would think that saving my eyesight would be more of a worthwhile cause than saving a few thousand kilowatts of electricity. I can feel the myopia getting worse already, thank you.

Ah well. See you.

Ae