Okay, after more than three months, Ae is finally back. I kind of forgot I had a blog. Rather, I thought I deleted this, but I didn't. So, since I need a place to rant anyway, I'm back.

I see I'm not the only one complaining about retards who seemingly don't know how to type (Sawa is, she has a blog now but I won't link her because I don't think she'll like it). Oh well. I'm not to go for choir tomorrow because they want to sort out the SYF group. I tried singing the Soprano One part just now. It's not exactly that I can't reach, but I have to strangle myself to do it so it's not advised.

History essay to write and PE to stress about. Okay, correction, NAPFA. I think I'm one of very few crazy people who stress about PE.

Forget it. YJ's OM will be over this Saturday (incidentally also Cesar's birthday, and thanks to not being in SYF I don't have prac which means she gets her day), so once SYF is over I'm dragging her to my place for an anime marathon. We need to relax. I've been sleeping at 1 am for the past couple of days and I daresay she has, too. And we haven't talked properly for months. Heh. My social life practically revolves around one person - not that I'm complaining; friends are very high maintenance if you treat all of them the way I treat YJ.

I discovered that YJ, who rarely obsesses (unlike Cesar who is presently driving me more or less nuts), actually is rather fond of Japanese seiyu Akira Ishida. So am I, actually, but not that much. The guy voiced Athrun Zala in GS/D and Eyes Rutherford in Spiral. Did I mention the guys who did Spiral's English dub messed up Eyes's voice? They casted him to sound like an old British man. I suppose it suits his attitude, but it does sound really weird.

Ooh... my class is so... noisy. I thought 104 was bad... I swear, I'll go deaf sooner or later at this rate. I can hear my pitching slowing going down the drain, and I don't hear that much better than YJ anymore - and I know she's a little deaf.

I don't know why some people just can't shut up. It's not a matter of re-testing, and I'm not saying all this just because I'm concerned about our reputation. If we have a reputation, it's not a good one. My problem is that they've compromised the integrity of an entire level. What happened this year happened last year - and some of the same people are involved. Do people never learn? If they didn't get the message during the hour-long talk, I won't repeat it here. I don't believe I need to. If you still haven't learnt anything after all this, then nothing short of banning communication altogether will get rid of the problem. It's not the system, it's not the teacher, it's definitely not the teacher's attitude, no matter how bad that might be. It all boils down to the fact that we were dishonest, that we are loudmouths, that we should just shut up, and that we haven't learnt anything from a whole term of TKMB. Again, I don't believe I have to repeat what Mrs Tan said. If you weren't listening then it's your problem. I don't know why people like that are permitted to exist. Okay, scratch that. I admit I don't have the right to decide about life and death, but I really want to know why. Why does society condone things like this? Why can't people just shut the hell up? Hey, seriously, if people didn't talk, a lot of the bad things in my life would never have happened. It seems that after what happened in primary school as a result of people talking too much, I'm never going to be able to trust anyone completely. Excepting YJ, of course, because she's been my anchor ever since I entered this school.

I'm sorry that the first post after so long is full of angst, but this is a troubled month. And I have troubles. In fact I'm almost sure I have psychological issues, because I nearly threw a mug at my mother the other day. In future everything will have to be chained to the wall. And bronchitis is a jerk. A resting heart rate of 100 per minute isn't helping.

I'll go write my History essay now. I have PE tomorrow so I can't afford to sleep that late.