Okay, after writing a much too steamy retailation and typing out what I wrote on Friday - after it stormed thanks to global warming - I'm finally sane.

And I'm pleased to announce that I passed my 2.4 km run after all. Hallelujah! But I have muscle cramps now.

Okay. It stormed last night so my PE things didn't dry, and I was going to borrow YJ's, but then she didn't have extra shorts and mine were soaking wet. So I had to sit the lesson out. After the mid-year papers I'm going to make Dad play basketball with me every week. I hate going out, so thankfully the court is indoors. No AC, though.

I don't really have much to say today since my creative juices have all been pressed out already (makes for a very bitter juice, I know - one thing about my CAP portfolio was that the whole thing was egocentric angst, but apparently it was well-written egocentric angst so it was accepted).

Oh. I just realised something. "rage" mentioned that I'm a "bleep bleep bleep....whom everyone pretends to like". Correction, dearie, nobody pretends to like me. I wouldn't like it if they did. But then what I like doesn't really matter.

Hm. And I haven't called people mentally challenged before they said the same thing about me. I heard it a lot before I ever said it - where do you think I learnt it from? I got it from my mom and schoolmates all the time. By the way...who is Stephanie Crawford? Haven't been watching English movies/TV shows for the past...I don't know. Seems I never have. I assume she has something to do with showbiz. Sorry, I'll go look it up myself. Thanks. Now at least I'll have someone to talk about whenever people ask me about the film industry etc. etc., which they rarely do. People just don't talk to me that much, and I have no objections whatsoever. :) Ahh... I think "rage" is just getting on my nerves a little. No more objections to the rest of what was said. And by the way, "rage", if you think having a bunch of spam on your tagboard is evidence of having friends, think again. There's a difference between being popular and being cared about. I may not be popular, true - never have been and never will be - but I know people care about me. My parents care about me (in case you're wondering, yes, my mom may have hit me a lot but insane streaks seem to run in this side of the family - granddad had it too), my friends care about me, I care about myself most of the time... Whereas for some popular people (not stereotyping, don't accuse me of such), their "friends" remind me of flies crowding around an open sewer. Do they care about the sewer? I think not. They only want to know what they can get out of it. Again, I'm not stereotyping, since you have something against that while doing it very well yourself, I have seen this from personal experience.

Ugh. I may have to just post some spam myself and get "rage"'s post out of my sight. True, beyond the swearing and acid it does have a point, but swearing gets me fired up no matter who does it. On second thoughts, I won't.

Okay, all egocentric angst aside. Yesterday was Sheryl's birthday (do you know she turned up for the run because her birthday was the next day?) and I forgot to get a present...now I wonder what I'm going to do about it.

Ah yes. For the skit, I have yet to come up with a way of making shoes that look anything like paws, so if anyone has any ideas... And I need to ask my lab partner if she knows of any place to buy felt. Will's uniform is settled, so for now I just need to worry about the boots and fur coat. I'm also a bit apprehensive about the whole get-up... What if Baby Kanga gets heatstroke? I wonder if we could settle for cotton.

Not much other than that, only we have tutoring again on Wednesday. The kids are cute. I hope they won't keep asking me for answers though. I'm not supposed to tell.

Summary to do today, also Geography essay and three worksheets to do with indices. And I have to begin memorising History and Geography. I can't very well memorise Math, and memorising Chinese a week before the test won't do me any good, so I'll have to settle for those two, as well as come up with a viable sci-fi plot that can be manipulated however I like. I can't write mystery on short notice, or I would.

Hope YJ does really well for her 2.4 km on Wednesday, although I don't think I have to worry that much - she is in Track and Field.

[Edit: Thanks for refreshing my memory, whitelight - Stephanie Crawford is a character from TKMB. Regardless of that, whatever I said with reference to "rage"'s post is still relevant - I haven't stereotyped people before they did me. I am starting to suspect that you are someone I know after all, so I may have to look out for people I know who don't have fantastic manners. And who stereotype. And who like spam on their tagboards. And this refers only to you so please don't accuse me of stereotyping.]